rambliNgs of a strangEr

2003-12-30T18:10:00.000+08:00

!!!ABANDONED!!!

finally abandoned my blog. you can take down my link. any more rubbish that i enter here will be random randomness aka rubbish!! =) see ya! have fun... and in case you didn't know. 2 days left to school.

crystal: happy? haha =)

2003-12-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

i'm too lazy to blog. ladeedadeeda. this is one of my few rare posts that i make here!! woo hoo! cheers for myself. im a very very sad sad girl haha. =P

~~am thinking of abandoning this blog actually. but i've grown to attached to seeing tom felton's face appear =P~~

just some mindless gibberish there. haax. don't mind me.

i want the one ring! i want the one ring! i want the one ring!! =P at least i don't sound like gollum. wait. gollum won't even say it that way. =P haaax at least im not talking to my reflection. so iguess im still sane =)

2003-12-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

Where does the wound begin?
In a closetful of toys,
Or a childhood of faceless fathers?
You never let them in
They were only girls and boys
But you know that it's too late to bother now
And if you try to hard to ask yourself that scary question
We all know you'll hide again
You'll just turn your head and sell your soul away
--Matt Caplan, September

2003-12-21T17:35:00.000+08:00

loo kit just called me. guess what he told me? to get the transfer form, you have to get to tjc, to get the form, and then got to whatever jc you are in [thats mj] and then get back to tjc on the same day. i was like what the hell? i didnt know that. i thought you just went to tj and then mj and thats it. what the hell?! eurghx.

thats ~~rubbish~~ shitty.

2003-12-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

finally got around to adding another post up here. been too lazy to do so. im such a lazy girl. is laziness bad for one's health?

had concert yesterday. the attendance wasnt that pathetic larxh. but it was still just as pathetic. yikx. they didnt even open the top half of the audi. sighx. hopeless. cldn't sell tickets for nuts. azzah had some eh, korean movie to watch, maisarah wasnt free, yas had people coming over to her house and suaidah isnt in sg. thank goodness i didnt sms her. or i would have sent an overseas sms. -phew-

i think the concert yesterday was quite ok larxh. ross roy was nice. and concerto was nice too. i thought the ross roy starting was nicer and more impactful then normal. dunnoe larxh. then again, i was blasting my ass off which i should have saved for carribean. when came to carribean was too tired to pitch all the high notes already. what a stupid girl i am. -bangs head on to keyboard- and i couldnt even play towards the end. haix. who cares? its over. hahahaha

im bored. i want to change my email add.

2003-12-18T14:18:00.000+08:00

i need sleep. shall say stuff about camp later. if i have the mood. or maybe i wont

2003-12-15T18:57:00.000+08:00

dum dee dumx...

will be going for camp tomorrow. wont be staying for the first night tho. there's pt the next morning. blehx. who does pt in the morning?! so yarxh. thinking of going back and then coming just in time for sectionals at 9 am. haha. im such a horrid girl arnt i? then again? no one's gonna know about it.

hahahahahaha!!! =)

ill be gone for three days...

DON'T MISS ME!!!! =)

2003-12-15T16:23:00.000+08:00

guess what...
[crystal probably hates me for this]

anyway, guess...

figured??

I GOT LORD OF THE RINGS:ROTK

PREVIEW TIX FOR

TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that makes me a very happy girl!!! =) dont worry... i wont put spoilers up!!! anyway!!! i get to see legolas!!! and arwen!!! =) i still think that arwen is very pretty!! liv tyler!!! =) LOTR!!!! ROTK!!!! haha!!!

sorry for all the !!! think im a bit high now!!!! TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jumps around!!! SQUELS!!!!!!

2003-12-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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dont hate me for getting the smirk hoi shan!! =)
what can i say?

2003-12-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

the french version
Mon âme est tirée entre les rayons et les ombres,
Entre la lumière et l'obscurité,
Entre la réalité et les mensonges,
Les uns qui brûlent et les autres qui gèlent.

La vérité, absolue et cruelle comme çela peut être,
Est la choix qui vaut mieux pour le cœur;
La tromperie fait des blessures plus profondes qu'un poignard.

the english translation
My soul is torn between rays (of light) and shadows,
Between light and darkness,
Between reality and lies,
The ones that burn and the others that freeze.

Truth, as absolute and cruel as that can be,
Is the choice that's better for the heart;
Deception makes deeper wounds than a dagger.

nice poem right? got it off some draco hermione fanfiction i was reading. find it real nice. the title is we'll always have paris. =) i especially like the last 3 lines of the poem. man... if only i can write that well. im hopeless.

had the farewell just now. was ok larxh. shall not say much about it. like the candle thingy =) was nice. haha... =) and the bbq made me smell of bbqed chicken with lotsa honey =) haha!!!

band prac just now was pretty much ok. like combined better tho. haha! i know i know. im a horrid girl. not my fault. haaax. and Carribean Hideaway's starting is stuck in my head. arrrrgggghhhxxxx!!!! GET OUT!!!! it's official. i have the ear worm infected with the Carribean Hideaway song. blehx.

and im not going for the LOTR Movie Marathon thing. -pouts-

anyway, i just wonder how many people actually read slash! doesnt seem that many. haix. sad people who have yet to find how nice slash is. esp. harry draco. haha

2003-12-03T18:05:00.000+08:00

YEY! LAYOUT'S DONE!!!

yey!!! the layout is completely decent looking. plus i updated all the links and stuffies!!! yey! i feel accomplished!!!

2003-12-03T17:48:00.000+08:00

ok. i can't get rid of the ads. but i managed to fix it here and there. the tag box area looks more decent now. but the ads are still covering tom felton's head.

went for tj tune in just now. quite ok larxh. at least the games were more decent than vj's ones. shan't say much. too lazy to type. =) and the pieces were nice too! =)

ate crepe. that made me a happy girl! =)

and i nvr knew that crystal nvr knew that i like slash. haha! =) i like it. yes, i find it interesting and nice. and im gonna read more harry draco slash now!

bye~

2003-12-02T18:04:00.000+08:00

blehx.
how do i get rid of the ads???!!!!
shall go look.

2003-12-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

new layout.
did it myself!!!
fell very accomplished.
a bit screwed at the tag board area at the moment
will solve that soon.
hafta wait until the prince of monaco pix is gone.
=)

and yes. layout is featuring :
DRACO MALFOY!!! =)

i love him!!! =) haaax
and i love tom felton too!!! =)

2003-12-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?
Satu masa tlah terlewati
Benci dan rindu merasuk dikalbu
Ada apa dengan cintaku
Sulit untuk aku ungkap semua

Jangan pernah bibir tertutup
Bicarakan semua yang kau rasakan
Cinta itu kita yang rasa
Bila sengsara hatikan merana

Wahai pujangga cinta
Biar membelai indah
Telaga dikalbuku
Jujurlah pada hatimu

Ada apa dengan cinta
Perbedaan aku dan engkau
Biar menjadi bait
Dalam Puisi cinta terindah

Andai bumi terbelah dua
Biar kita tetap saling berpeluk

will attempt to translate it one day. one day... haha
for now, i shall attempt to find the poem. the last poem of the show!!! =)

2003-11-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

i think im gonna change my layout again. soon. hahahahaha... when i can be bothered. then ill add in all the links and stuff. =P

crystal: i just realised that my icon yesterday was downloaded from ere-serene hahaha!! =) so i don't have the font. just realised that today while looking through my fonts. -whacks head-

oh ya!!! go to crystal's to see more nice nice nice nice pictures of euan!! =) tony blair's son.

and the prince of monaco kept his hair long and it looks quite unappealing now. =P bleahx

have managed to successfully persuade dawn to go to tj tune in with me!!! =) happy girl!

2003-11-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

dum dee dumx. went for the vj tune in. was ok lahx. nothing much. but a certain girl brought zest to the session!!! =)

introduction of the girl:
her name? no one knows. kept changing it every 5 minutes or so.
her school? ditto.

what she did?

this paragraph is gonna be kinda long. bare with it.

first, she entered the band room late. and she said "sorry i'm late". ok so that's normal right? but yarxh. who cares? and everyone thought that would be all we would hear from her. UNFORTUNATELY, we were wrong. after she played, and the student conductor [what's his name?] stopped, she would raise up her hand and say either of these
1) sorry, i overblow
2) sorry i played wrong note
3) ok ok, i won't play.

it's ok if she does it only once larxh. but not every single time. she was getting on my nerves. and then halfway when we were switching to another song she screamed "SHUT UP, sorry sorry," eurghx. how irritating can some people get one might ask. and when we were playing american graf X, she kept on turning at me and siok wei and giving us this weird freaky smile. eurghx. i know we don't play that well larxh, but no need to rub it in ok. ~~not as if you're any better~~ im being mean.

and what really really pissed me off majorly was that she pointed her middle finger back at us. yes. the trumpeters. she pointed it to us. what is her freaking problem? and it was not only once or twice. it was alot. ok. im exaggerating here. but i don't really care. it's the truth. and what was worse was that she turned around hen crystal played the solo. as if crystal played it horridly. but she did NOT!!! she had a nice tone [ as always]. so what is your freaking problem.

the best part was when she she told mervyn[?] waaahx. i cannot stand you. i'm going out. something along those lines.

and i thought he would be the one saying that to her.

and the band was obviously humoured and pissed at her larxh. but the worst part was when she was screaming on the phone. "i'm at victoria junior college. vjc. which part of that do you not understand? if you don't believe me. fuck off" haha. sheesh. and this bassoonist was so obviously pissed at her and almost wanted to whack her when he was stopped. what a pity. haaaix. i would have loved to see that. im too lazy to type anymore. perhaps siok wei said more about her. perhaps you can go and try. but no promises.
siok wei haaax

anyway, in case you didn't know.

im sick

blehx. i hate sore throats and runny nose.

temperature check : 37.1 -aaaacccckkkk-

2003-11-28T13:04:00.000+08:00

have you seen a picture of the prince of Monaco?

he's amazingly gorgeous. i love yasmin for sending me junk mail!! =)

2003-11-28T12:56:00.000+08:00

dum dee dumx. i think i wanna change my layout. but, i don't know what to do. i'm just too lazy to do so. i think im a horrid girl. -blehx- i wanna sleep some more. haix.

there's vj tune in tomorrow. [is tomorrow saturday? i lost track of my days] should i go? i'm too lazy [again?] for goodness' sake. it's starts at 8:30 in the morning!! are they mad? exactly who wakes up in time to go to vj and reach there on time if they start in the wee hours of the day? -blehx- so... maybe i'll go and maybe i won't. haaax.

rented vcds yesterday. Lilo and Stitch!!! so cute!!! =P i love stitch!!! haha i wanna have a pet 'dog' like stitch too!! this is so unfair. -pouts- i think i sound whiny... laaaaa

i swear that some people on my msn list have the weirdest usernames... eg. apple lurve jackfruit? why apple and why jackfruit? ok ok. i shall stop slamming people. be nice. haaax. ya right. oh ya.

yesterday, on the there was this woman who whacked into me. she's amazingly RUDE and she didn't even apologise or anything. and she practically glared at me as if I was the one who whacked into her. bloody commuter. blehx. angry rant angry rant angry rant. i shall calm down then.

i'm thinking of going goth. anyone wants to join me?

2003-11-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

i think i want to have a new lay out. should i? blehx.

slacking is boring.

2003-11-24T17:05:00.000+08:00

im lazy.

2003-11-19T21:34:00.000+08:00

gonna start my anime marathon now. gonna start with fushigi yuugi all the way up to the OVA!!! haha yeyness!

2003-11-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

weeeehx.... lousy msn. was chatting with suaidah and crystal when the lousy msn started bugging me and then signed me out. blehx. sorry to those who sent me messages and i didn't get 'em! =) it's MSN's fault! haha. how typical. blaming someone else hahaha.

so yarxh. finally going to do my hair tomorrow. haha. and then i'm going to kino. and then i might not or might meet with crystal to pay her $25.50 for the tix!!!
i'm not really to say it here but wth! no one reads this load of trash anyway! =)

~~LOTR marathon tics are on sale!!! crystal's buying it tomorrow! and it's supposed to be the EE. and it's $25.50 yepx watch my money fly away again.~~

this is between you and me k? and don't go running to the nearest cinema to buy the tix or i 'll kill (with the exeption of Crystal of coz!) you! =P don't say i didn't warn you. hmphx -crosses arms firmly-
so yarxh. im broke.

2003-11-18T13:43:00.000+08:00

dum dee dumx. i really and seriously think that i am such a slacker.

SLACKER!!!

kk, anyway, made arrangements to do my hair already. so yarxh. doning it with yasmin on thursday!! =) dum dee dumx. it costs 82 bucks. but then again, that is if the stylist allows me to highlight my hair. coz if its to dry and stuffies she'll ask me to go for a hair treatment first. but, anyhow, lets watch my money fly away. ~$~ -haaax-

after that, i'm gonna enjoy and treasure my solitude at kinokuniya!! =) dum dee dumx. that makes me a happy girl. finally i can go there on my own without anyone else pestering me whether i'm done already or am i still browsing. i hate it when people do that. my mom always does that. -faintx- and i don't think any of my friends are willing to give up their whole thursday afternoon stuck in kinokuniya just to read and read and read and buy and buy and buy. anyone willing to? i doubt it. =) so yey!!! i get to go alone. haha

and i can finally find out how izzit like to go out alone! although i'm joined by the kind soul yasmin in the morning and will be catching a train with her all the way to Orchard! =) haha. according to Suhaidah and Sing Yee it's quite fun to go out alone. so i shall try!! =) haha the most is that i get lost and will call someone up to help me find my way! haha =P

song of the moment:
stacy's mom has got it going on
she's all that i want
and i've waited so long!

yupx, it's stuck in my head again =) i like it

2003-11-18T11:12:00.000+08:00

got a tag board. but it looks real ugly. =P haha
shld i use the board or stick with the commenting thingy?

2003-11-18T10:52:00.000+08:00

do fairies really exist?
do they really hide in flowers,
fly with bees and butterflies,
and only come out during the night?
are they those pretty things,
pretty things that leave trails of glitter behind
as they flutter in the sun?

and do angels really exist?
do they really descend from the heavens above us?
watching our every move?
protecting us; our guardian angels.
do they really have wings?
so white and soft, it symbolises purity.
i'll never know the answers, will i?

2003-11-17T13:26:00.000+08:00

dum dee dum.
new template!! thanks to maystar designs!!

2003-11-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

guess what. i just found out that my neighbour is the physics hod at ngee ann. ahakx. ngee ann. -shakes head vigorously- [stop laughing] haha... never knew that he was a teacher at ngee ann sec. sighx. so near yet so far. shall forget. shall forger. shall forget.

-bangs head against the wall-

how can i??
eurghx.

shall change the topic. history is so dead. i studied china p2 when it already came out last year. toot. haix. seems like everyone is going back on the 22nd. haix. shall be enthu and wear my blue!! =) haha.

oh ya. tjc tune in is on the 3rd of dec. haha. -phew- can still make it. and vj's tune in is somethng like on the 29? 27? 28? nov? i dunnoe. i forgot already. horrid memory of mine. i should really do something about it.

You would splash in puddles!

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2003-11-16T14:32:00.000+08:00

got this from char who got it from her friend. you know the drill

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

don't really think half of it is true tho... hahahahahaha.

2003-11-16T13:46:00.000+08:00

i shall hang in here and study history!!! only one more paper to go!!! only one!! i can do it. [note: i'm attempting to psyche myself] i can do it!!! ^-^

haaax... anyway, i bought new shoes!!! hahaha!!! yey!!! i'm a very very happy girl. still no updates yet on the hair salon thingy.

oh yarxh, irritated Adibah yesterday. was supposed to meet her at the library. but,
1)i woke up late, slept through my alarm basically
2)i didn't meet her in the end.

yupx, coz my ezlink card and my house keys were not with me. they were with my mother. haix~ so yarxh, without my house keys i basically can't get out. sad sad life ehx? and yarxh, in the end, she had to sit at the table across some woman who was scratching herself all over. kinda reminds me of someone who keeps scratching herself. hehe. my section will know who. hahahaha!!!

just linked hoi shan!! dum dee dumx.

shall study history now!! I LOVE HITLER!!! -who doesn't?-

2003-11-14T14:13:00.000+08:00

the poa trailer is out!!! it's out!!! it's out!!!!!!!HERE!!!

THANKS CRYSTAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ladeeda!! happy girl

2003-11-13T14:15:00.000+08:00

ok... anyway, remember the $60 thingy. well, Carissa got the price wrong. it's $80... sighx... off to go scout for other hair salons. dot dot dot.

anyway, the bio paper today. was. easy. i guess. i hope. and please don't moderate unless you are gonna give marks. please don't pull it down!!! -hopes and prays- an i hope and pray that i get my a1 for that. afterall, i already screwed the other papers.

dum dee dum.
time for chem.

had Stacy's Mom stuck in my head during the paper. hahahaha. and i had a HORRID stomach cramp. [kinda reminds me of someone else who was suffering the same fate as me!! and to thin i laughed at her!]

2003-11-12T15:14:00.000+08:00

dum dee dum dee dum
bored.
hungry.
drooling.
shall study.
byebye!

2003-11-12T14:48:00.000+08:00

carissa's mother's friend owns a hair salon at orchird country club. she's gonna give us a discounted price of $60 for highlighting our hair!! =) i'm going on the 21st =) yeyness. supposed to go with adibah and carissa! yeyness!!! =D

2003-11-11T11:12:00.000+08:00

ladeedadeeda.
i want to eat chocolates.
must wait until 7++ tho'.
haix.
i want my chocolate.
NOW.
i want ice cream too.
actually, i'm basically hungry.
-stomach growls-

kk, anyway, i was listening to the japan cd thing. i liked tsubasa o kudasai and if we hold on together. so nice!! =) and i liked the pieces that the jap bands ~~composed~~ arranged!! so nice. haix~ i wanna go japan again.

anyone willing to sponsor me? -blink blink-

2003-11-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

i'm sleepy -rubs eyes-

i think i should go koon now and just leave studying bio to tomorrow... procrastinator...

i slacked my whole day away. SERIOUSLY. woke up watched tv and bummed around on the couch like some couch potato minus the food... haix... SLACKER... actually i finally got up to bathe and do one pathetic bio paper... i did only one paper and read respiration lots and lots of times hopingthat somehow i can remember everything... hahahahahahaha... ya right... sighx... pig.

ya ya ya... anyway, went out for a while and bought bermudas... yeyness!!! black berms to be exact!!! yey somemore!!!

and yes... they got Noah's Ark to play. life is unfair. -pouts-

2003-11-08T12:00:00.000+08:00

ENTP - "Inventor". Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. Non-conformist and innovative. 3.2% of the total population.

Take Free Myers-Briggs Personality Test

i'm bored.
i'm lazy.
i'm sleepy.
haaaaaax... nadiah b has my chem tys... then how?!

oh ya... what's the difference between normal straightening and rebonding? enlighten me...

off to search for difference on the world wide web...

i sound dead... and drony... oh my...

anyway!!! [see i sound happier... shall put more exclamation marks then!!!] i bought the mini ritter sprts chox... yumx... -drools-

2003-10-31T18:09:00.000+08:00

i hate loke yeo.

2003-10-24T17:58:00.000+08:00

oooo... sarah realised... haha

2003-10-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

ok. this post shall be a post without any dot.dot.dot.s at all =) i shall try my best =)

anyway, i went to the library to study with adibah. i was late. as usual right? what's new? i slept through my handphone's alarm. haax! and it was right next to my ear. how could i not hear it? so i had to rush my way all the way to marine parade library. ya, at the bus stop adibah sms-ed me : "good morning! rise and shine!" seriously, sometimes i worry for that girl. must be the stress and she's losing it! -aaaccckkk-

ya, so we studied[attempted to study actually] all the way until 4+. oh ya! forgot to mention that we met clara along the way! =) and yes that woman was talking to some guy. a 27 year old guy.

the guy was like telling her about his background and all sorts. what? his father is a doctor and his mother is a teacher and he's analyst and that he's has a masters and is about to take his phd soon. -woahx- but seriously, i think he has a fetish for girls in uniform. first he started talking to clara, next he was kneeling at the computer screen close to this girl in KC uniform. -freaky-

kk, shall cut the story short. went to "packet" food from Banquet to bring to school. ate in 3/1 with my section just staring. jaslyn is a damn power sl. she's the best one our section has ever had so my juniors had better not step over her head or else i'll seriously pulverize them. and hoi shan is using my darling, better take good care of it k hoishan? i know you're not reading this but hey, what the heck!

kk, shall cut the story some more. i attempted to play jasly's trumpet. a stork mouthpiece, yea, now i remember. i hate stork mouthpieces. never did like them eventhough they were supposed to be good. whatever. anyway,
I DON'T HAVE A TONE ANYMORE!!!

-arghx- and i'm supposed to appeal through band. haaax. oh yes. nvm, i always have that wonderful invitation from tpjc. some guy called me up saying that tpjc band always welcomes me. how sweet. =) nevermind, i think i have to crash course trumpet in 1 month. =) can make it!!! the most is mavis laughs her ass off at my horrid tone. and oh ya, i can't tongue anymore. so anything slurred can be played, soundingg decent. !!!ARGHX!!!

kk, shall go off now. and mope.

i hate typing without dotdotdots. it sucks! i shall revert to my normal self after this.

2003-10-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

bored bored bored. had bio prac today... was it ok?? seriously... i don't know... -arghx- i think it was quite an ok paper... but everytime i think a paper is ok... i end up getting lousy marks... and if i think that a paper is hard... i actually get quite decent marks... so shall it be an ok paper? i have no idea... seriously...

i think i'm slacking off my whole of today... i have done nothing at all... seriously... AT ALL... slacker... blehx... i can't help it... i'm too used to thinking that i only take one major exam at the end of each year... so it doesn't help that o levels is after prelims... blehx... seriosly...i see no point in taking o levels when we have to take a levels again at the end of two years... haax... it's useless and pointless...

am talking to xt now... i miss her!!! waaahx... like how i miss all my seniors... oh yarxh, according to hq, learning the fingering of f horn is easy... it's the pitching and tongueing part that is hard... eh? i thought the tongueing and pitching was easy and the fingering hard... oh well, im weird... everyone knows that... sighx...

yes... i should really start mugging seriously... but im meeting adibah at the library tomorrow... gonna study from 10 - 5... then i'll rush home to watch anime!! =) i know i know... anime is of no use to me... but who cares? =)

im bored... i wanna bathe... blehx... kk shall psche myself...

i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study i shall study

haaax...

when will you realise that i just want to be alone now?
it doesn't help that you are bothering me,
you just left me down there when i felt low.
and now you're expecting me to believe?

2003-10-18T11:47:00.000+08:00

You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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2003-10-18T11:43:00.000+08:00

am very very very very tired... i just woke up... =P i'm a lazy girl... =) haaax... am supposed to go to the acjc open house thingy... but it's too far and i'm too lazy... =) as usual... anyway... the past 2 days in school was fun!!! we had the WHOLE school to ourselves!!! the whole sec 4 batch!!! =) was quite nice... esp. the rainy part yesterday... and my class was the only class in the classroom block... it was kinda freaky also... i mean with the dark clouds and it was scary... but nice...

as usual... we were the last class to arrive for e math and Mr Yeo just had to use the visualizer and 'screen' our wonderfully grand arrival... -blehx-

after that... Ms Lui went on and on and on about some o level thingy... didn't know that a staple could cause so much trouble... haaax... will kill anyone that uses a staple bullet... -strikes the Charlie's angel's pose- anyway... she ended at about 3++? hmmmx...

took a cab all the way to TJC... was quite fun at TJ... i think i want to go to TJ =) Denise, Yi Xuan and i talked to the principal when she approached us... asked her about the cut off point... it was 11... i almost died from shock!!!! arghx...but then... she added that you can use the bonus points... so yarxh! i can get into TJ... hopefully... cross fingers along with me ok?? -cross fingers & toes- haaax... anyway... deborah approached me and yi xuan when we first entered... got the appeal form for tjc... yarxh... glad to know that my points arn't the worse ones... according to deborah... there are people with L1R5 above 20 and they are trying to appeal through band to get into TJC... =) haaax...

and yes... i have to go through and audition...but i think i can sort of look on the bright side... they will only make us play a piece... wait... i think it is sight read... and yes the SL will be sitting next to me and listen to me play and decide to either condemn me or to recommend me to the committee... yes... and guess who is the trumpet SL? mavis... yes... so should i be happy or should i start moping... i mean i can't expect her to be biased right?? that's it... i have to go back during band and start practising again... -faints- arghx...

and at meridian... it was a nice school and all but yarxh... i still don't like the principal... sad to say larxh... she doesn't come across as the ideal principal that i have created in my mind... ahakx... the school is nice and all but i seriously can't see myself as a student at meridian... haix... i dunno larxh... and during the band performance... saw a wondefully nice BLACK SAXOPHONE!!!! oh my... it was the nicest instrument ever... if only they had black trumpets... won't that be cool?! haax... i can start dreaming... so yarxh.. i've decided what schools i want to put as my choices...

1) TJC
2) ACJC
3) SAJC
4) MJC/TPJC

ok...shall go and study study study!!!

the cold wind blows...

2003-10-14T18:36:00.000+08:00

should we have a trumpet/saxophone chalet again?

2003-10-14T18:33:00.000+08:00

eurghx... gonna cry my eyes out.... -pissed- irritated...
EURGHX

how can i miss my distinction by 3 freaking marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-eurghx....-

i think i should really tell sarah l. that i changed my blog add... hmmmx... wonders... IF she puts up the commenting thingy... i'll tell her... if not... well... too bad then... =P she'll find out soon enough...

2003-10-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

finally got the pics from siok wei up... haaax... been a lazy girl to actually do stuffies... found out from my mother that my RI relative got 7 points for his prelims... 7 freaking points.... -faints- eurghx... and what am i getting?

i feel stupid...

2003-10-05T18:17:00.000+08:00

just added charlene... been a long time since i talked to her... and to think that i was very very very very close to her in p sch. what happened? don't know. she's really fun to talk to... but i don't know whether she has changed much... like drastically? i doubt it...haax... who cares... it's a miracle that i still keep in contact with her...

was reading manga just now... i'm a horrid girl... what's wrong with me? i should be studying... -bangs head against the wall-

should i but the fy soundtrack? i want to... they don't have it in sg... sucky... blehx... shall go pester my mom to buy it for me... it's damn ex... and i think she'll make me pay... my sad sad life... haix... i think i'll buy it... but it's the one with the ugly cover... and i don't like it... i prefer the plain brown cover... arghx... who cares...

slash.cut.bleed.

2003-10-03T17:41:00.000+08:00

when i close my eyes, will you still be there when i open them?

Boys Be starting today... on AXN... yey... not really that happy larxh... shall watch it and supposedly cheer myself up... haaaaaax... i doubt it...

2003-10-03T17:34:00.000+08:00

am not really the world's most happiest girl... depression sets in... once again... nothing helps... seriously nothing... maybe i should just sit around and mope... haix... dunnoe larxh... whatever... i seriously don't know... lousy marks... haaax... am just feeling pissed at myself larxh... will get over it soon iguess... maybe... maybe not...

i feel like telling her... don't and stop doing it before you hurt yourself... i don't like seeing her that way and i don't know how to help her... i seriously wish that i knew her well enough... i mean ya... i help her to improve and joke with her but i just can't seem to tell her to stop...

and i'm really pissed at X she just had to tell HER sister?! i mean what is X's problem... she doesn't even know both of them... and she doesn't even know about it thoroughly and she goes off telling HER sister... i mean... back off... what's wrong with them being together... i was really really pissed at her when she told me that... i almost wanted to shout at her... but i know i can't she's been my friend for too long...
i wanted to tell her...
[f off and leave them alone... don't go around thinking that the whole world has to be straight just because you are... you had no freaking right to tell HER sister and don't think you are so smart...]

her supposedly fantastic reasons were that oh...they are still young... they don't know what it is like... should stop them before they go to far...

seriously...
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM BEING TOGETHER?

i can't stand her and her attitude that she is ALWAYS right... can't she get it into her freaking thick skull that there is nothing wrong with them... they are so sweet together... haix... not my problem also... but just felt the X was being too 'CONCERNED' about them... haaax... bitch...

2003-09-28T12:13:00.000+08:00

ladeedarxh!! =) my tutor is sick!!! =) haaax... am supposed to mug chem now before people come over to my house... not really an ideal situation... someone... anyone... ship me off to the Black Pearl haax... maybe i can meet Captain Jack Sparrow and Will Turner there =) heeex~ nevermind... i wanna be a pirate... =)

smittened...

2003-09-27T17:25:00.000+08:00

i want the fushigi yuugi tv series complete soundtrack!!!!

2003-09-21T19:05:00.000+08:00

Japanese or Korean What Language Are You?

Well-endowed both in mind and in body, you don't hesitate to use both to your advantage! Your confidence and sense of humour make you a pleasure to be around. You're crafty, clever and cute - a formula that would bring any man to his knees! But while your wit and charisma are definite assets, others may not be able to keep up with your resourceful intelligence. Take care not to overwhelm people with your treasures. Which Love Hina Girl Are You?

2003-09-20T18:01:00.000+08:00

this post will be dedicated wholly to my section-batch mates!! not as if they will come here coz they are supposedly studying... but... what the heck! for the fun of it...

joanna ladeedadeeda... haaax... my fellow madness 4-ian! =) thanks for all those books that you loaned me... even tho i take ages to return them to you coz i'll complain that my bag is too heavy and all those rubbish larxh. =) and then not to mention the paddleletypoo-pop treats =) haaax!!! and all those times we would go to the 3/1 toilet and then scamper away to the 3/7 toilet coz we would scare ourselves silly looking at the closed toilet door!!! =) -haaax-oh ya!! and the japan trip fun at the universal studios and disneyland!! remember how we laughed at them when they were screaming their heads off on space mountain?!! =) heee! and the jurassic park ride with dawn clinging on to you unknowingly!!! =) and then our jonina radio station that we have to set up... even tho all we do on it is crap =) or maybe we should set up the sdvertising crew... afterall dawn, you and i already have clean & clear experience and gardenia's banana loaf bread!! =)

siok wei another madness 4 member!! =) lala!! thanks for your slow-ness... =) brought lotsa humour to my life!!! =) and then all those times where we would do nothing but complain about suckerfish and how she spent more than five minutes on a pathetic quaver note which i don't think anyone else in the band knows about!!! =) -heeex- ya... and will never forget the water rides at disneyland... quotes directy:"this is it, this is it!" and what was it? sioky screaming tho it was a tiny slope!!! =) haaax!! and oh yarxh the number of white band shorts that you stained!!!! waaaahaaaax =) and yarxh... i'll psycho her to go to VJ!!! =)

sheryl my sl and the sane one! =) hmmmx... will never forget your sane-ness... and how you kept us "sane"... haaax =) and always being the handy one always armed with a nail clipper wet tissue and all those impt impt stuff... =) haaax!!! =) and oh yarxh... how can i forget my fellow Hamlet partmate... and all those staggering that we did!! =) haaax... amazing isn't it... and yet we got so tired!! =) -sheesh-

dawn yey!! the last member of madness 4!!! =) my fellow advertising crew member... =) care to set up the company maybe we can call it "jonina at the break of dawn" or something! =) heeex... and thanks for sharing food with me every single saturday and holiday... =) haaax... the malay stall and how we would rush to get on the bus and then complain about the meagre amount of dishes that the aunty cooks =) haaax... and of coz the looooong bus rides home where we would do nothing but laugh and talk and laugh and talk and then everyone will turn around and look at us! =) sheesh!!! =) yarxh... sheesh!! =) and all the 'happening' moments we spent trying to look for an ice cream man at bedok!! =) haaax!! =) sheesh!!!

tk trumpeters 2000 - 2003
sheryl
nina
dawn
siok wei
joanna

after silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible, is music

2003-09-19T17:41:00.000+08:00

blehx... bio was horrid... i forgot what a tissue fluid was... and blood being a tissue fluid and all... 2 marks gone... don't even know how to do the stupid plants question... haaaax.... my days are numbered... 3 whole months of slacking at home next year... haaaaax... how fun... ya right... i'll be bored to tears!!! -arghx- this is so not fun...

2003-09-18T16:54:00.000+08:00

arghx!!! that's it!!! i'm not gonna study bio anymore... the more i look at my text... the more fear runs thru my ~~veins... and arteries too actually... and capillaries...~~ blood... arghx!! i'm scared for bio... i mean i studied and all already... but what if the info all seeps out of my brain when i sleep tonight... just like r&j just now...

i'm tired... i had a damn hectic week... and my hand hurts... my thumb especially... maybe i should go for a course that trains me to write faster... and not to mention reflexology for hands... do they even have those crappy stuff here?? gawd... this is bad... the thingys are getting me... -arghx- they're eating me alive!!! AAAAACCCCCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! hmmmx...

i need study my freaking peribahasa also later tonight... let see... shall read thru some bio stuffies and then start on peribahasa and then i'm FREE!!!! haaaax...

was listening to Persis Overture... i think i have lost touch with my band songs listening thingy that i used to have... i don't even know whether it was an oboe or a cor anglais solo... i'm hopeless... but i think it's an oboe solo anyway... ya... i still like the eupho part which connects to the oboe solo. and i like the way the french horn counter-melody goes... nice nice!! =) i like it... and the french horn vibrato is so damn NICE!!! and so is the trumpeters vibrato!!!! -swoons- i wanna learn how to vibrat that well too!!! =) shall prctise once i set my hands on a trumpet... horn... whatever... haaaax... =) SHE seriously thinks i'm gonna play a horn?! well, maybe i will... =) haaaax

that's it... gotta go cram for bio now!!! =) BYE~

i saw you, but you didn't see me. or were you just ignoring me?

2003-09-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

did you really mean those words that you said to me? those words that stabbed my heart so badly? every single word? i wish you would know how much i suffered... but i guess you just wouldn't would you? and even if you did... would you even care? idoubt you will... you didn't even bother about me, even now. and then you're just expecting everything to fall into place... expecting me to just give in lke that. well, i can't, and i won't. no matter how many ways you try, no matter how many stupid acts you do... i'm not gonna fall for it. i fell for it once... and i'm not going to again.

i'm sorry it had to be this way. i didn't plan for it to turn out like this. i'm sorry that i have to do this... i'm sorry i have to break away from you and edge away. i really don't want to. but you've forced me to. and guess what. i'm not gonna care about useless whumps like you anymore. i shall do what i want, say what i want and think what i want. i won't bother caring for anyone, well...except for a few, coz i just realised that all the others are just as hypocritical as you...

i wish i were strong enough. but at this point, even though the tears can't stop streaming, i'll be trying my best to stand tall on my own two feet. on day, i'll be strong enough... coz i know i can do it and that there is someone out there who does care for me and believes in me. just that i let her down once already. but i made a promise, an oath, i won't break any other promises.

i'll fight everything. i promise you, i'll join you there adn it'll be like before =)

2003-09-13T14:21:00.000+08:00

over my head by Sum 41 is addictive... =)

2003-09-13T13:36:00.000+08:00

am downloading Justin Timberlake's [Senorita]. Me thinks that it's the sort of song that kinda grows on you after you listen to it for a few times... i just think that the part where he goes [i don't know what you're thinking of...] yarxh... i think it's cute and funny... haaax... he's voice goes way up high sounding like a cartoon-ed voice... arghx... whatever...

anyway... i finished my bio syllabus!! -yEynEsS- woohoox... i have to start on my history and lit today... -faints- i hate history... i hate it!!!! =X thank goodness i have lit to help me survive!!! =) i love lit!!! yEy!!! it's so fun and nice... =D haax~

ladeedarxh... what other songs should i download... some kind soul... please enlighten me!!! maybe i'll download hillary Duff's [So Yesterday]... i got cheated... the stupid [senorita] song isn't the complete versh... lousy bugger... -fumes-

you're not expecting me to believe you. are you?

2003-09-12T10:20:00.000+08:00

ladeeda... just finshed reading Tony Parson's [Man and Boy]. it's an amazingly nice and sweet book!!! i recommend it... GO READ IT NOW!!! yarh... i love that book... it's sad yet funny... and tony parson's can write really well... haaax... still can't find the Jenny Colgan book that i wanted tho... sad sad girl... -haix- nevermind... shall study... shall read [Abraham's Promise] for a change... ya right...

OoOoo... it's gonna rain again... the sky is dark...but not as dark as the other day in class... quite sad but yarxh... =P i like rainy days... =D eh... wait... don't rain today!!!! i'm suppose to go out shopping with my mom!!! she's gonna buy for me the teva slippers that i wanted!!! =) happy girl -goes off to do mad dances in small circles- and i'll try and persuade her into buying me more clothes... somehow...

ladeeda... shall go off and study now... =) bio.. -yEyneSs- i have three more chapters... shall finish up the sexual reproduction ones today... =)

do you still remember me? or have you forgotten me already?

2003-09-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

aims for today...
1)finish respiration
2)finish transport in mammal
3)finish homeostasis
4)do emaths paper
5)read abraham's promise

2003-09-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

i don't want to study anymore...

-faintx-

2003-09-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

guess what...
i never thought i would ever say this...
i miss tkgssb!

i miss playing in a band... i miss my section... ehh... yarxh... my section... i miss playing my darling... =) i miss screwing and un-screwing my bell... haaax~ i miss all the stupid things i used to do during sectionals that would piss sheryl off... i missed everything... i miss it... i don't really know why but i just miss it...

i guess when you finally lose something you'll realise how much you actually cherish it... how significant it is to you... how important it is...

i've shed tears over band stuff... i've laughed over band stuff... i've gone mad over band stuff...

i've been moulded by band...
i know it sounds freaky but yarxh... i'll have to accept the fact that i never could accept... i've been moulded by band...

i'm a trumpeter... and i realised that i love playing a trumpet... even more than anything else in the world... even more than playing a french horn... =)

i love being a trumpeter coz that's who i am =)

i'm a trumpeter... a tk trumpeter

2003-09-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

Wind Beneath My Wings - Bette Milder
Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strain.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.

Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.

Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.

sighx...this is for you... i'm sorry i didn't find the song earlier... haaax... this song really conveys whatever i want to say to you...

thanks for everything... thanks for your guidance... thanks for never giving up on me even though i was horrid... thanks for believing in me =) thanks for being there whenever i needed you... thanks for being the one to help me everytime i fell... thanks for your support... thanks for everything... seriously... thank you... =) i'm sorry i let you down... yarxh... all your hard work... but thanks anyway... i'll try my best...
i promise i won't let you down again...

a strong character and a mind of your own

2003-09-07T12:19:00.000+08:00

i HATE you!!!

2003-09-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

i waited for you,
so where were you then?
i felt like a fool,
but you wouldn't understand.
i tried to deny,
but it just wasn't right.
i tried to change my mind,
but i just couldn't fight.
you wouldnt care,
it didn't concern you.
but you weren't there.
i really am a fool.

2003-09-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

eurghx... english was a major KILLER paper...
can't stand it... didn't think that english could be THAT difficult...
hate Karen Tan for setting such a killer paper...
don't think that i can get into JC for the first 3 months...
i'm sorry i let you down...
i know, i know, you'll probably ask me to be optimistic...
there are other papers to depend on...
the only other paper i can depend on is bio...
and perhaps e maths and Lit...
but it won't make up for my lousy english and combined humans grades...
i'm sorry i let you down...
didn't really mean to...

am so totally gonna scratch karen tan's cars...
wonder which one i should...
the bmw, bmw or lexus?
eh... they're all black...
-faints- so cool!!!
she's rich... can't stand it...
she wears Armani Exchange tops and Feragamo shoes...
doesn't it just scream "RICH"...
sheesh... the world is so totally UNFAIR...
SS was pretty much ok i guess...
had questions that i could answer...
didn't really complete the paper...
the source-based...
hand-cramp, not enough time...
didn't finish part d...
but the question that i spotted for structured essay came out!!!!
-yey-
shall mope about english and try to cram chem into my puny brain...
BYE!!!

p/s: please pray for me to get good grades...

2003-09-04T14:48:00.000+08:00

ladeedadeeda... i am a hungry girl... this hungry girl is also a lazy girl... i don't want to study SS... blehx... tomorrow's prelims... -freaks out-

ARGHX!!!

hafta mug... i will mug!!!

ya rite...

forever, till we die

2003-09-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

3 more chapters left
less than 48 hours left
alot of questions left
limited brain capacity left
limited hand energy left
few hours in the day left

am so ponning school tomorrow... bet half the class will be joining me haaaaaax... bet half the cohord will pon too!! this is so crappy... -arghx-

anyway, we made a bet in class... see who would be the first one to get a bf in jc... how crappy...

i'm placing my bets on clara and yi xuan... if yi xuan doesn't remain the wanker that she is... haaax... =)
laaaax...

am procrastinating SS...
who cares?
MR CHIANG!!! WHERE ARE YOU?!
-arghx-

i'm sorry i lied

2003-09-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

waaaahx... i don't want to study SS anymore!!!! i hate SS!!! who in the world likes ss?!! -faintx- at least i finished my sec 3 syllabus right??? now i have to tackle my sec 4 syllabus... damn Hamidah... i hate her... why must i get her as my SS teacher??

teachers that i wish were still in tk
1) Mr. Chiang
i want him to teach SS!!! and spot question again... haaax... and not to mention him rattling on endlessly w/o refrence to anything whatsoever for facts... he's good... oh yar... and the mcDonald's that he buys for us =) haha

2) Mr. Fun
he would have told us the news about the money incident in a better way... Ms Sim was SMILING when she told us!! like, HELLO!!! it's supposed to be sad!!! =X and yarxh... his Cornetto ice cream and corny lame jokes and spastic faces... haaax... and obviously the fact that we can bitch to him about HER and him not telling her... haaax

3) Ms May Tan
waaahx... i want her to be my history teacher!!!! =) i don't want Hamidah!!! i like May Tan and her nice chops and funny transparencies... and how she would read out our marks from lowest to highest... -suspense- she's such a good teacher!!!

why did Mr Chiang and Ms Tan have to leave at the same time?! -eurghx-

What kind of site are you?

You always compare tha bad and the good points of somebody or something. You friends can always call you for a good advice or for a good review. A review site would be perfect for you, so that you can help people with your opinion.

hafta go mug some more.. thank goodness Prelims isn't tomorrow....

2003-09-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

i HATE SS!!!!!!

2003-08-30T18:55:00.000+08:00

am addicted to listening to [first love - addicted to you] such a nice song... i love it!!! i love the saxophonist!!!! =) haaax~ what's new... =)

managed to complete A chapter of social studies... the Switzerland chapter!!! -screams- i hate that chapter... too much info!!! =P -uerghx- actually... i just hate SS... me thinks that it's propaganda... then again... who doesn't think that it isnt?! -pengx- haaax... and i did e maths!!! =) the circle chapter!!! that's my favourite topic!!! =) haaax... i'm mad...i hope a 12 mark question comes out on that topic... haaax~

tried looking for the memory card for my mp3 player... couldn't find it at [Challenger] -fumes- this is NO fun... =P

haaax... am supposed to go off and study... but i don't want to!!!! i HATE it!

oh yarxh, went back to temasek... met Han Wei there... was talking to him... Han Wei's prelims starts on Tuesday... -freaky- haaax... [ good luck Han Wei!!! not as if you're gonna read this] haaax... actually... i think i should wish everyone good luck... =) haaax

!!!GOOD LUCK!!!

haax... let's see whether the 6C promise remains... haaax.. the one we made in 1999... the one that we promised to meet again in TJC... haax... -sniffs- i miss primary school days... =X yarxh... oh well... shall go off and slack now

where were you?

2003-08-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

i HATE fishballing!!!!

2003-08-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

asked Mavis for her History [Inroads] textbook... guess what she said... her brother is using it... -arghx- where can i get the [Inroads] text!!!! -faintx- even Hui Qing doesn't have it.. -eurghx- nevermind...

seriously, how can i forget someone like you?

2003-08-26T18:35:00.000+08:00

baby you're all that i want
when you're lying here in my arms
i'm finding it hard to believe
we're in heaven
and love is all that i need
and i found it there in your heart
it isn't to hard to see
we're in heaven

2003-08-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

heh... what rubbish... !!!!! STUDY !!!!!

amelia got for me IT! =) happy girl! -smilex-

i like you... really, i do

2003-08-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

i miss yu...

2003-08-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

1.Who are you? : nina... a girl... a crappy girl

2.Why the hell are you doing this survey? : coz i am amazingly bored to tears

3. What's the history behind your name? : my mom read this book which had a character named Nina and then she decided to name me Nina. katrina came from a charater in a Movie who was supposedly talented... ya ya... what's with her and characters?

4. What is life? : is the crap im living in now

5. What makes you happy? : FUSHIGI YUUGI!!!! tamahome!!! haax... no larxh... no exams... ahhh... how cliched... if my wishes could come true... arghx... so cliched!

6. Choose the one that you prefer:
a)Ricky Martin or Marc Anthony: neither... -blech-

b)Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt: Brad pitt! =)

c) Mariah Carey or Whitney Houston: mariah... but i like it when they work together... like the "When you believe" song

d) Lucy Liu or Coco Lee:Lucy Liu!!!! she rocks!!! -thinks charlie's angels-

e) Naomi Campbell or Tyra Banks: Tyra Banks... definitely!

7. Who is your favourite celebrity couple? : jennifer aniston and brad pitt... don't ask why

8. Which two people would you really like to see? : him and her =)

9. On a scale of 1 to 10, (10 being the highest), how good-looking do you think you are? : haaa.... i shall be a narcissist... 10++

10. Who is the most good-looking male? : -hmmmx- ponders... there are so many... hehe! tamahome!!! =) but his anime tho!

11. Who is the most good-looking female? : ehh... me?! no larxh... mandy moore's real pretty!

12.Predict Hollywood's next big thing: what am i? a fortune teller?

13. Predict the future of the Spice Girls:i cant say a thing... i dont even know that they still exist!

14. Which is the more dysfunctional family-The Addams
Family or The
Simpsons? : Addams =)

15.What do you think of Napster? : cooOOoL!!! why is it no longer free?!

16.Who/what drives you crazy? : MCPs... lousy teachers... egotistical asses..

17. Who/what are you crazy over? : anime... band songs... f horn... butterfliex... mars, bringer of war... fire... him...

18. Are you crazy? : do u think i am....

19. What type of music do you like? : band music!!! =) haaaax.... and radio friendly songs... but not those bubblegummy pop ones... -eurghx-

20. Did the Titanic sink because of an iceberg or
Celine Dion's
singing? : it sank coz there was a hole!

21. Quote something from your current favourite song: ehhh.... "wishes do come true" from hidamari... gonna buy the ema fujita[izzit?] Cd...

22. Which song can you completely relate to? : i'm a hazard to myself.. pink!

23. Which singer/band would you most like to see live
in concert? : evanescence =)

24. Do you play any musical instruments? : trumpet, violin... attempting to learn horn...

25. What was the first and last movie you watched? probably some disney classics... i love disney movies!

26. Is Jennifer Lopez's butt really worth $1 million? i care?

27. Who is a better witch---Sabrina or the Charmed
sisters? : CHARMED!!! Power of three will set us free...

28. Which movie would you never get tired of? : xmen!!! disney movies!!! =) haaax~

29. Who is more attractive---Bill Clinton or Bill
Gates? : who's richer?

30. Do you prefer chatting on the phone or the net? : phone =)

31: What's your longest phone record? : 2hrs++ with Lydia =)

32. Would you rather have a virtual pet or a real pet?:duh real!

33. Which sites do you most frequent? : eh... i go wherever i want to

34. Who should run for president in your country? : eh... god knows...

36. Do you believe in God? : yes

37. Do you believe in aliens? : ya... Niea under 7!

38. Who have you kissed?: -smilex-

39: What comes to your mind when you read the word 'discharge'? : poop?

40. Where you would like to go for your honeymoon? : japan!!! =) haaax~

41. What is the most lamest pick-up line you have ever heard? : eh... errrmm... i dunnoe... tink its something quoted off Denise =P

42. Do you think you could qualify to be a teacher specializing in sex education? : yeapx...

43. Ever stop to think and forget to start again? : nope..

44. Did you let the dog out? : which dog?

45. Are you more corny or lame? : cornily lame

46. Do you talk to yourself? : ya...

47. Is there anyone you would love to clone? : not myself... definitely

48. What did you play with in your younger days? : eh... those play doh and lego!!! how creative =P

49. Which X-men character would you most like to be? : quiksilver or Pyro! =)

50. What kind of supernatural powers would u like to
have? : orbing

51: Were you one of those who cried over Princess Diana's death?: I was still young

52. Have you ever hurt anyone? : ya...

53. What do you think of your parents? : they r nice

54. What do you think of your siblings? : do.not.get.me.started. -fumes-

55. Describe one of your most embarrassing moments? : which one? the pizza hut or swensens?

56. What's your favourite quote? : 'i can't stay away from you. Not when i love you this much' Fushigi Yuugi

57."What goes up must come down". Do you agree? : certainly not... then again it is quite true...

58. Good-looking guys are jerks, average looking guys are nice, good-looking guys who are nice are gays. Agree? : NO!!!!!!!!!

59. Your favourite shopping mall? : eh.... wisma!!! =) has everything! even connected to Taka! =)

60. Your favourite dj/vj? : jamie yeo... =) haaax.... i like VJ Utt!

61. Do you consider yourself an intellectual? : ya... heeex

62. How many soft toys do you have? : countless...

63. Is a guy with armpit hair more attractive than a guy without armpit hair? : eh.... don't really care...

64. What is a cork? : something that shanta lacked when she sneaked the crystal solution out of the chem lab. and therefore had to cover it with a delivery tube...

65. What is algebra? : death...

66. Where do babies come from? : from the armpits of mothers??? HAAAAX!!!!! we all know this... fusion of a male[sperm] and female[ova] gamete to form a diploid zygote... which will then undergo... meiosis or izzit mitosis... to form and embryo and then there'll be the amniotic bag which contains amniotic fluid... that lubricates the birth canal for easy delivary... and out it comes form the birth canal!!! =) hehe... a bio lesson i see!

67. Do you prefer Shakespeare in love the movie or the song? : the original william

68. Tell a funny joke that made you laugh: haha...

69. Do you work out in a gym? : nope

70. Would you ever donate your kidneys/blood/bone marrow? : ya!!! my blood!

71. Are you homophobic? : what that? fear of homos?

72. Make a sentence with the word 'underwear': i have a lucky underwear that i din't wear for my oral toady!

73. What do people tease you about most? : ahahaaax... amelia always teases me about falling off my bed when i sleep coz i'll be thinking of him...

74. If you could have anything in this world that can be bought, what would it be? : eh... what i want can't be bought... i want that star in the sky you see...

75. Weekdays or weekends? : weekENDs!

76. Have you ever stalked anyone? : NO!!!!

77. Who is Charlie Brown? : Snoopy guy!

78. Tell me something that would make me go "Wow": i havn't started studying SS for prelims

79. Is anything forever? : nothing... now that's something

80. Which board game do you like playing? : monopoly =)

81. Are you hot or are you cool? : coolly hot.. haaax... what a lousy oxymoron

82. What is the worst piece of clothing anyone could go around with? : those clothes that supposedly makes you look all rugged but it act makes u look like a miser... yes... the ones that have rips all over

83. What do you fear most? : death... seriously

84. Do you love anyone more than you love yourself? : i really wonder... ya... my mom... seriously

85. If you were in Survivor, what luxury item would you bring? : my sanity!

86. Do you like your popcorn sweet or salty? : mixed!

87. How many children do you have now or how many would you like to have? : 2 so they never get lonely 3 so that they can create magic

88. Have you ever put up any poster on your walls? : nopex... can't

89. Describe your pencil case: the free cheapo yellow school one with a french horn brooch on it! =)

90. Would you say that you're a coward? : not really...

91. What can't you resist? : the temptation of my bed...

92. Are you missing anyone right now? : yarxh... my old self

93. Do you think the person is missing you too? : don't know... she doesn't seem to be coming back to me!

94. Have you ever celebrated Valentine's Day with anyone? : ya... with my friends

95. Is there anything or anyone you simply can't stand? : lots!!! so many bitches that i know

96. Describe your laughter: wahaaaaaaaax

97. What is your favourite event in the Olympics? : gymnastics... tho i can't do it for nuts

98. What is your motto in life? : i must win [insert name here]

99. How long did you take to do this survey so far? : don't know... don't care

100. Do you know you just wasted your time doing this survey? : duh!!!

2003-08-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

!!BLEHX!!

2003-08-20T19:23:00.000+08:00

waaaaahx~ had English orals just now. -faintx- it was horrible... i was crapping again as usual... except this time i pontificated more... eurghx... the picture description was total CRAP!!! eurghx... after i completed what i had planned mentally on the picture... i decided to added some crappy comments... and i think i spoke too fast... -eurghx- WHY ME!?!?

and then the conversation... i might have as well spoke to myself... the examiners were so freaking boring! even Mrs Tong [or izzit Thong?] was much more entertaining then them... what question did they ask me? they asked and i quote "How do people avoid going to the doctor's?" and what did i say? i started pontificating and givein the same old cliched answer... yar yar... the exercise, balanced diet and all that... and i had to go on crapping about you know... being alert and how rollerbladders and cyclists should wear the helmets and all that... and then i added that the skateboarders at Parkway Parade should not skate there as it is dangerous and other people might get hit by them... and then i told them about yesterday when i saw this old man being rammed by this cyclist... -eurghx- and they DIDN'T even prompt me ONCE!!!!!!!! -eurghx-

and yes... i have to say this... i think the Jap american guy looks good when he smiles!!! =) haaax... other than that... he doesn't... =P

shall go and moan about my orals...

-shuts eyes tightly and prays to get a distinction-

i thought we'd promised to be together forever... and then i realised... it was something you quoted from a book

2003-08-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

gort a new wallet... Liyana bought it for me!!! =) heex~ it's red and black tho... but nonetheless... it's still nice! how thoughtful of my cousin~

x-country yesterday... was actually shocked that we didn't win the zany green parade...i mean we all look so gory and morbid... and yet we didn't win... haaax~ nevermind... lot'sa people thought that we looked cool... i mean what in the world was 4/9 supposed to be?! -faintx- and i have to admit this... Yi Xuan, Amanda, Tresa, MeiXi, Charlotte, Siti and Humairah were so damn freaky... seriously freaky!! haaax... especially Tresa and Humairah... they are freaky!!!

heex~ yarxh... that's all i have to say... managed to kope one fish from Crystal... but she wouldn't give me the nice fish that i wanted!!! -pouts-

you weren't there when i wanted you to be

2003-08-15T18:08:00.000+08:00

haaax... trying to find someone who has Fushigi Yuugi OVA... i think that sally has it. shall just borrow it from her then... but then again... she only has the 2nd one... i think... but there's Miaka and Tamahome's wedding... yey!!! =) haha... shall go borrow it from her..

found out the band committee yesterday... very very very very SHOCKING i really don't think that some people should get the post that they got... but then again... i didn't even get a say in it... what rubbish... the committee didn't even get a say in it. i really think that the SLs should be able to choose their own successors... but NOOOO... SHE has to choose everything... -fuming mad- blehx...

shall not say anything anymore... =P

no matter what happens, i'll hold you in my arms forever

2003-08-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

just finished watching the whole series of [Fushigi Yuugi]!!! waaahx~ what a nice show!!! =P if only i could be Miaka!!! waaahx~ i'll just be a happy girl... hehe... then again... i only like the Tamahome and Miaka parts! =)ladeeda!

anyway... havn't reallly been online this past few days... been mugging and obviously watching FY!!! =) haaax~ should really really start mugging seriously... -haaax- i doubt i will... =P anyway... won't be online that much... still have to keep the promise i made. sheesh.

see ya!!!!

i can't stay away from yu. Not when i love yu this much

2003-08-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

PINK!!!!!!

2003-08-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

ladeeedarxh... am bored to tears... seriously... =P have to do my dunman high paper... but yarxh... carn be bothered... will borrow the paper from someone else... lala...

Are you easily stressed?

yah rite... haha...

Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?
i like red... =P

Take the SBSP test!
blehx... i wanted to be Sandy Cheeks!!!!

2003-08-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

Your Brain Usage Profile

Auditory : 17%
Visual : 82%
Left : 52%
Right : 47%

nina, you exhibit balanced hemispheric dominance and a strong visual preference. It is the intensity of your sensory preference which may more determine your learning style.

The balance of left- and right-hemisphere usage is very helpful to a highly visual learner. You absorb your environment, selecting out details and simultaneously embedding them in a context, an overall perspective which adds nuances of meaning. Given the prodigious rate that you input information, you naturally utilize the services of both hemispheres more or less equally.

You are active and searching, which produces energy. Because you can process multiple inputs comfortably, you do not experience the indecision of a person with mixed sensory preference. You are able to focus on more than one aspect of a situation and push for resolution.

You can tolerate ambiguity, which is good, since you will experience a lot of it due to your input style. While a part of you will always seek completion, the other part will accept the process as it is. You may occasionally get impatient with yourself. You will always be able to work through problems in a logical sequence or given order, but you will have other options available to you as well.

You may find that you have insufficient time to reflect on your experiences and thus lose a sense of meaning, not appreciating your "inner being" as much as you might otherwise.

Many people would envy your combination of characteristics. Constantly seeking stimulation, you are artistic without needing to be "odd," an active learner and yet reasonably logical and disciplined.

decided to do the Mind Media test thingy again... it changed... haaax~ must be changing my learning technique... do i even learn?

2003-08-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

ladeedarxh... am addicted to watching [Fushigi Yuugi]!!! haaax... Tamahome is gorgeous!!! =) lala!!! haaax... he's a sweet guy and so is Hotohori... haaax~ Miaka is so lucky... i like Yui's character also... so dark and unpredictable... =) am going to buy the VCD with English subtitles and then sit down and watch it over again from the start. -yey-

Crystal made form me this icon thingy for my birthday!!

haaax!so nice!!!! =P then Yi Xuan gave me this stuffed toy pig and monkey... coz apparently i am a ponkey[pronounced as punk-key] according to her... blehax... then victoria gave me earrings and a card... full of cheeeem words... haaX~ Adibah gave me the soft clock thingy!!! waaaahx~ so nice!!! =) haha!! oh yarxh! Sally gave me this nice bottle thingy and chox! =) me thinks that she made the bottle thingy herself.. how sweet~

ponned school today... apparently they didn't mark the attendance... which is GOOD!!! really wonder how many people ponned today. after all it's just national day celebrations cum prize giving day. HAAAX~ and there isn't even any lesson going on... wonder how the band played... shall go and ask someone who actually went for it... if i can find one. =P and i just realised that i have no violin today!!! wooohoooox~ happy girl!

shall go and buy [Fushigi Yuugi] VCD later! happy happy girl! =)

the flower is an ephemeral angel holding the cross

2003-08-06T19:33:00.000+08:00

been listening to [first love] over and over and over again... so nice. still like it. still find the sax damn good. everyone says so... haaax~

me is gonna turn 16 tomorrow. can finally go play pool legally...

am really bored... yey~ should really start abandoning my comp to go off and study more...

-faintx-

i'm dying here... swinging into depression mode... am left to inflict pain on myself... but guess what... i'm much too sane to do that... blehx... i feel angsty and yucky and everything else... haax... shall try and channel it somewhere else... haaax~

you were the sweetest thing life slapped me with and now you're living me behind

2003-08-04T19:04:00.000+08:00

went back for band... helped christabel a bit... and taught yenn weii the cheating method... haax~ shouldn't be doing that... she disapproves of me... but yarxh... i don't care... sometimes, i think that i'ld rather help eupho than my own section... my own section sucks... the attitude the playing... the everything... but i love my sec 3s!!! =) haaax~ i just hate the rest... they suck...

2003-08-04T19:02:00.000+08:00

i HATE her!!!! was complaining like mad to Dawn about HER... she is such a BITCH!!! eurghx... actually was complaining to her about 2 horrid bitches...

to the first one: please stop pushing all the blame to me... you are partly to blame for it too... you should really stop cheating yourself and you shouldn't lie about stuff to make it seem like it's all someone else's fault and not yours... you'll never get far by doing so. and stop trying to prove to others that you are always right and that you are the only one who is good in everything... coz seriously, you're not. and you are just a horrid bitch going around trying to make your life more complicated than it is already is... iseriously wonder how i put up with you.

to the second one : fuck you. eurghx... you suck. and please stop sucking up to seniors... it'll bring you nowhere or worse still...teachers... -eurghx- no wonder you have been named suckerfish... bitch... and seriously, stop thinking that you are the only musically inclined person on the earth...adn stop looking down on people... coz some people are better than you. and just because you are a big shot in sec. school... that doesn't mean that you are going to be one in jc.... you seriously don't know how many people hate you... ya... fuck off and get a life...

i'm sorry if this offended anyone but yarxh... this is MY blog, a FREE world, and if you arn't happy... kiss my ass.

2003-07-31T19:34:00.000+08:00

Your Brain Usage Profile

Auditory : 36%
Visual : 63%
Left : 42%
Right : 57%

nina, you possess an interesting balance of hemispheric and sensory characteristics, with a slight right-brain dominance and a slight preference for visual processing.

Since neither of these is completely centered, you lack the indecision and second-guessing associated with other patterns. You have a distinct preference for creativity and intuition with seemingly sufficient verbal skills to be able to translate in any meaningful way to yourself and others.

You tend to see things in "wholes" without surrendering the ability to attend to details. You can give them sufficient notice to be able to utitlize and incorporate them as part of an overall pattern.

In the same way, while you are active and process information simultaneously, you demonstrate a capacity for sequencing as well as reflection which allows for some "inner dialogue."

All in all, you are likely to be quite content with yourself and your style although at times it will not necessarily be appreciated by others. You have sufficient confidence to not second-guess yourself, but rather to use your critical faculties in a way that enhances, rather than limits, your creativity.

You can learn in either mode although far more efficiently within the visual mode. It is likely that in listening to conversations or lecture materials you simultaneously translate into pictures which enhance and elaborate on the meaning.

It is most likely that you will gravitate towards those endeavors which are predominantly visual but include some logic or structuring. You may either work particularly hard at cultivating your auditory skills or risk "missing out" on being able to efficiently process what you learn. Your own intuitive skills will at times interfere with your capacity to listen to others, which is something else you may need to take into account.

Mind Media

2003-07-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

ladeedarxh... havn't been here for so damn long... so many teachers are pms-ing... haaax~

should i go for the tpjc tune-in on sat? -ponders- might consider... was supposed to cut my hair... -pengx- eurghx... lala...

7 days more to my birthday...

stupid mjc talk... barely anyone turned up... went there thinking that it would be fun... wasted my ~~bloody~~ time only... eurghx... hate the principal... hate her!!! she sucks... and she didn't say whether they had hockey in mj or not... that's it... i'm going to tj...

ladeedarxh...

thought i had a boring life... but guess what... some people... apparently a sec 1 trombonist goes for....

[Drumroll....]

ART TUITION!!!!!!!

-faintx- what is the world coming to?!

yarxh... i got my SYF CD!!!! haaax~

2003-07-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

HOI SHAN HAS FUSHIGI YUUGI!!!!

2003-07-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

just something i stole from the concert band

Many people believe that musicians are more moody and prone to suicide than other professionals, and that - as a result - a greater percentage of them end their lives in mental institutions or are fated to live emotionally tempestuous lives. Musicians are also commonly suspected of being over sensitive to criticism, having delusions of grandeur and other neurotic traits.

The statistics fail to bear this out, although it is possible to find enough examples to make the case in front of those unfamiliar with Western musical history. Like actors, politicians and others obliged to face the public on a regular basis, musicians probably have their fair share of emotional problems. However, such problems do not constitute evidence of neuroticism.

Beethoven was known for his moodiness, but this was probably closely related to his growing frustration as he began to go deaf. Among the famous composers, only Schumann and MacDowell ended up in mental institutions. Musicians probably have no more suicidal impulses than the rest of the population. But should a prominent musician decide to take his life, it is likely to get a good deal of publicity. Perhaps the most morbid suicide was planned by the pianist Alexander Kelberine, who arranged his last concert programme to consist only of works dealing with death. He then went home and took an overdose of sleeping pills. Schumann jumped into the Rhine, only to be rescued by a fisherman. Rezso Seress composed Gloomy Sunday, a work that was once banned in Europe because it triggered a wave of suicides by young people on Sundays. Seress himself committed suicide by jumping out of a window. The vast majority of musicians, however, die of causes that reflect the state of medical knowledge in the particular historical period in which they live.

Some musicians certainly had sad lives. Mozart, perhaps the greatest of the composers in the Classical Period of music, died a pauper. The pianist Chopin, a Polish nationalist and tormented lover, was terrified of large audiences. He died of tuberculosis when he was 39. Bizet, a French composer who died when he was 36, was beset by crises of self-confidence and emotional upheaval. Unlike Chopin, his works only achieved widespread recognition after his death.

George Gershwin only had a short life, but it was a good one. He died of a brain tumor when he was 39 after a rags to riches story that made him one of the most well known composers of popular music in the United States.

Others lived long and had much success, despite treating others abominably, including many of their friends. Wagner considered himself a genius as a playwright, poet, stage director, and philosopher as well as a composer, and was not shy about letting others know it! Although not particularly handsome, his personal magnetism was such that he had numerous affairs, usually with married women, despite the fact that he was married himself. His biographers describe him as having the emotional maturity of a spoilt child, complete with tantrums if he could not get his way. He died at the age of 70, widely acclaimed as one of the greatest composers of his time.

The pianist Franz Liszt's dashing good looks enabled him to have numerous affairs with many woman. He died of pneumonia at the age of 75. Contrast this with the fate of Schubert, who was short, fat, bespectacled and naturally shy. He died of syphilis at the age of 31 after his friends encouraged him to visit a brothel. Those who knew him well described him as having a warm and friendly nature. Somehow, it doesn't sound fair.

The majority of musicians now and in the past lead fairly quiet lives. Edward Elgar, a largely self-taught musician, rose from humble origins to become the first English composer in 200 years to gain international acclaim. He had a stable marriage, and was regarded by many as a typical English gentleman. He died at the age of 77. Sergei Rachmaninov, the Russian composer, also had a good life despite being out of step with his country's politics and music. He died at the age of 70. The life of J.S. Bach must have been the most boring of all. He spent almost his entire life in the same small region of Germany where he was born. And nobody took much notice of him either. It was not until about 80 years after his death that his works attracted the attention they deserved.

2003-07-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

does anyone here have the [Fushigi Yuugi] vcd?

i wanna watch it... and if i download from kazaa it's real slow... and i ain't got money or time to go and look for it... =) me thinks that the Prince Hotohori is cute!!! =))) ladeeda!

anyway, currently waiting for Yasmin to get online... she claims she'll be online in ten minutes... yarxh.. after she is done with her e math tys... yarxh... so i'm waiting down here... bored to tears... was studying R&J just now... i like the text... me thinks that romeo is very funny... =) haha... gonna have lit ca on friday... yiekx... apparently coz Conner isn't gonna be in class... -faintx-

ladeedarxh... i wanna eat Sakae Sushi soft shell crab... -drools-

2003-07-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

ruddy msn refuses to sign me in... apparently they say my password and sign-in name doesn't exist... what rubbish!!! i've been using the same password... how can it be wrong... and now i can't go to the cimfoniq forum coz ya... too many people are there... so yarxh... BLEHX!!!! this sucks...

today was quite nice actually... had no band... i've been liberated!!!! =) so yarxh... they didn't have the announcing of top 5 in the end... so yarxh... it's like my 3 years 7 months 23 days of band life is wasted... coz why?? there were 30 golds altogether... and to think that they gave out half the amount last year... eurghx... that is so preposterous... called suaidah and maisarah to find out... but... both of them didn't call/message me till very very very much later... especially suaidah... she messaged me at what time?? 7... i already found that out light years ago!!! nvm...

ate at sakae[ 'sa- ka - eh?' from jiaying but i prefer 'sa-kei'] but yarxh... jia ying is weird... joanna treated me to sakae... =) happy happy girl... was eating lots... think i grew fatter... eurghx!!! die... but yarxh... what did i eat... let's see...
salmon sushi, the scallop-y thing, seasoned scallop sushi, pudding, raw salmon, prawn sushi, soft shell crab, some dumpling looking thingy, apple pie, fruit tart... yarxh... me thinks that is all... at least i hope... look on bright side... i only ate Mcdonalds' hashbrow... which is also quite fattening... yarxh... was at Macs w the french horns and saxophonists... then went to walk walk around the interesting parkway and then...

dunnoe who wanted to go to arcade

and guess what...

I WAS IN SCHOOL UNIFORM!!!

but yarxh... they made me buy this plain black sleeveless shirt from GIant... eurgx... it felt like a swimming suit... thank goodness i was wearing a DECENT pair of shorts... at least not like joanna, she had to go in the arcade using section tee and school shorts... yupx... SCHOOL shorts... finally had the air hockey match that was supposed to be held eons ago... but they didn't have the 3 puck play thing!!!! =P -eurghx- shall ask joanna to go to the e-zone[izzit?] at tm... has 3 puck play!!! =) and yes... i won the air hockey match... 3 times!!! joanna won one... so i'm the champion air hockey player!!! LaLa~

seriously....

haha... shall go watch 'Spirited Away' now... can't believe that my mother is watching it... oh no!!! i've introduced her to anime... -faintx- she's gonna pester me to introduce to her more anime!!! -faintx- next on the list... 'Princess Mononoke' haha!!! =)

spiriting away now...

BYE~

2003-07-23T21:12:00.000+08:00

is it really true that my 4 years are over
the scoldings, the tears, the laughter?
all gone, vanished during that 15 minutes
when we stepped into the Literature world,
together with alfred reed
and then all gone...
yet again-

from sec 1, under gaylin?
where our first piece, tempest was played
in sec 2, syf 2001
we got top band,
with othello still ringing in my ears
2002, with the july 18 concert
and 2003, syf.
leading batch.
will we make it?

wasn't it just yesterday htat i stepped into the band office?
wasn't it just yesterday that Gaylin taught me?
wasn't it just yesterday that we had band camp 2001?
wasn't it just yesterday that i learned to vibrat?
wasn't it just yesterday that i was Mavis' slave?
wasn't it just yesterday that i the July 18 concert took place?
wasn't it just yesterday that my seniors left?
wasn't it just yesterday that i got hamlet?
wasn't it just yesterday that msw played with us?
wasn't it just yesterday that we played liberty fanfare?
it was today that we went for comp.
it was today that we played other inst.
it was today that i stepped down.
it was today that i realised i love band
it's tomorrow that makes me cry.

2003-07-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

ladeeda... my 4 years of band is OVER!!!!
[Harry Potter freed Dobby!!!] haha...

today was very very fun!!! Adibah gave me the HUGE piglet cushion!!!! =) happy girl... Amelia gave me some sand thingy... haha... she made it herself!!! so sweet~ haha...basically, we had sectionals in the morning larxh.... and all the usual stuff...but... we HAD to go down for morning assembly... the idea is preposterous but yarxh...it was HOT>... blazing HOT!!! and on the bus to VCH... haha... chaos errupted... this proves the point that saxophonists and trumpeters CANNOT be on the same bus... they will satrt to slam each other... =)saxophonists were singing their... [I LOVE SAXophone!] song... and as usual trumpeters added the 'SUCKS' at the end.. hehe....

sang [If We Hold On Together] sighx~ it's really sad... 4 years....

shall not say about the performance... but we got gold... the seniors came back to listen to us... yarxh.. was happy to find out the results... Mavis messaged me... then Hui Qing messaged me... so nice... so yarxh... jumpiong around and played the saxophone and french horn!!!! =) i've fallen in love with this 2 instruments... shall play french horn in JC... unless i get into TJC that is... then i'll go join my mistress and play a trumpet...

waited all the way to 1:40 to start playing other inst all over again... played F HORN!!!! haha!!! so nice~ was playing the Zhi Ying solo bar and Jeannie's Othello Solo bar... haha!!!! so fun... Bao Lun was teaching me how to play... =) so sweet!!! i wanna play horn! haha then played Jia Ying's First Love sax solo... except i couldn't go any further coz i dunnoe the fingering!!! =) hehe... Dorothy said that i was the best brass player that can produce a nice saxophone tone... wahahax!!! =))) happy girl!! hahahaha

ate at Swensen's... yarxh... ate Salmon & mushroom Baked Rice... then shared Rodeo wings and fries with hoi shan... haha! =)) in the end we didn't really finish the fries... then we had the drinking water competition... and all the crappy stuff came up again... =) took rubbish photos again... what's new... haix~ that's it...

4 years of my band life... gone just like that...

2003-07-20T09:56:00.000+08:00

hmmmx... was talking to Mavis yesterday... she made me promise several stuff... so yarxh... if you don't see me online... you know why coz she made me promise to go and get into TJC... haix~ that's the 3rd time she made me promise...she said that even if i got 16 she'll try her best to get me in through the appeal thing!!! -so sweet- haha... she needed me to keep her sane apparently... she made me promise other stuff also but yarxh... so yarxh.... bye bye blog~ shall see you after a while

you will always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
but don't say no
you were always gonna be the one
in my life so true
i believe i could never find somebody like you
my first love

[Utada Hikaru - First Love]

2003-07-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

seriously... doesn't anyone have a cheongsam that i can borrow?!

2003-07-17T16:37:00.000+08:00

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

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