rambliNgs of a strangEr

!!!ABANDONED!!!

finally abandoned my blog. you can take down my link. any more rubbish that i enter here will be random randomness aka rubbish!! =) see ya! have fun... and in case you didn't know. 2 days left to school.

crystal: happy? haha =)

i'm too lazy to blog. ladeedadeeda. this is one of my few rare posts that i make here!! woo hoo! cheers for myself. im a very very sad sad girl haha. =P

am thinking of abandoning this blog actually. but i've grown to attached to seeing tom felton's face appear =P

just some mindless gibberish there. haax. don't mind me.

i want the one ring! i want the one ring! i want the one ring!! =P at least i don't sound like gollum. wait. gollum won't even say it that way. =P haaax at least im not talking to my reflection. so iguess im still sane =)

Where does the wound begin?
In a closetful of toys,
Or a childhood of faceless fathers?
You never let them in
They were only girls and boys
But you know that it's too late to bother now
And if you try to hard to ask yourself that scary question
We all know you'll hide again
You'll just turn your head and sell your soul away
--Matt Caplan, September

loo kit just called me. guess what he told me? to get the transfer form, you have to get to tjc, to get the form, and then got to whatever jc you are in [thats mj] and then get back to tjc on the same day. i was like what the hell? i didnt know that. i thought you just went to tj and then mj and thats it. what the hell?! eurghx.

thats rubbish shitty.

finally got around to adding another post up here. been too lazy to do so. im such a lazy girl. is laziness bad for one's health?

had concert yesterday. the attendance wasnt that pathetic larxh. but it was still just as pathetic. yikx. they didnt even open the top half of the audi. sighx. hopeless. cldn't sell tickets for nuts. azzah had some eh, korean movie to watch, maisarah wasnt free, yas had people coming over to her house and suaidah isnt in sg. thank goodness i didnt sms her. or i would have sent an overseas sms. -phew-

i think the concert yesterday was quite ok larxh. ross roy was nice. and concerto was nice too. i thought the ross roy starting was nicer and more impactful then normal. dunnoe larxh. then again, i was blasting my ass off which i should have saved for carribean. when came to carribean was too tired to pitch all the high notes already. what a stupid girl i am. -bangs head on to keyboard- and i couldnt even play towards the end. haix. who cares? its over. hahahaha

im bored. i want to change my email add.

i need sleep. shall say stuff about camp later. if i have the mood. or maybe i wont

dum dee dumx...

will be going for camp tomorrow. wont be staying for the first night tho. there's pt the next morning. blehx. who does pt in the morning?! so yarxh. thinking of going back and then coming just in time for sectionals at 9 am. haha. im such a horrid girl arnt i? then again? no one's gonna know about it.

hahahahahaha!!! =)

ill be gone for three days...

DON'T MISS ME!!!! =)

guess what...
[crystal probably hates me for this]

anyway, guess...

figured??

I GOT LORD OF THE RINGS:ROTK


PREVIEW TIX FOR


TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that makes me a very happy girl!!! =) dont worry... i wont put spoilers up!!! anyway!!! i get to see legolas!!! and arwen!!! =) i still think that arwen is very pretty!! liv tyler!!! =) LOTR!!!! ROTK!!!! haha!!!

sorry for all the !!! think im a bit high now!!!! TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jumps around!!! SQUELS!!!!!!

You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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dont hate me for getting the smirk hoi shan!! =)
what can i say?

the french version
Mon âme est tirée entre les rayons et les ombres,
Entre la lumière et l'obscurité,
Entre la réalité et les mensonges,
Les uns qui brûlent et les autres qui gèlent.

La vérité, absolue et cruelle comme çela peut être,
Est la choix qui vaut mieux pour le cœur;
La tromperie fait des blessures plus profondes qu'un poignard.

the english translation
My soul is torn between rays (of light) and shadows,
Between light and darkness,
Between reality and lies,
The ones that burn and the others that freeze.

Truth, as absolute and cruel as that can be,
Is the choice that's better for the heart;
Deception makes deeper wounds than a dagger.


nice poem right? got it off some draco hermione fanfiction i was reading. find it real nice. the title is we'll always have paris. =) i especially like the last 3 lines of the poem. man... if only i can write that well. im hopeless.

had the farewell just now. was ok larxh. shall not say much about it. like the candle thingy =) was nice. haha... =) and the bbq made me smell of bbqed chicken with lotsa honey =) haha!!!

band prac just now was pretty much ok. like combined better tho. haha! i know i know. im a horrid girl. not my fault. haaax. and Carribean Hideaway's starting is stuck in my head. arrrrgggghhhxxxx!!!! GET OUT!!!! it's official. i have the ear worm infected with the Carribean Hideaway song. blehx.

and im not going for the LOTR Movie Marathon thing. -pouts-

anyway, i just wonder how many people actually read slash! doesnt seem that many. haix. sad people who have yet to find how nice slash is. esp. harry draco. haha